i try

I try so hard to get him off of my.mind bit it never works. He's all I think about. I sometimes h I never met but I know we would regret not meeting him. I have tried to have other crushes but that's not even helping. It's only made matters worse. I just want to give up on it and everything.

I honestly don't know what's to be fought for. I like him and two other people. I thought that me not telling him would help me Throughout they year but turns out it o.my made my feelings for him expand. I just don't know what to do. I wish things would Starr living up to the way where I'm not hurt. But I guess that's how life works huh