Everyone's life is un predictable.
My life is just full of surprises. Everyday there is something new that comes up out of no where or something about previous times comes along and ruins the day.
I might think I have no one but I'm just too blind to notice it right now.
I need time to process things. I can't get over something as easily as other's. I wish I was but I'm not. I just want to know what did I do to deserve this? It's like a broken record with this person.
I'm tired of the pain this person constantly brings to my life. I would like to think that this person is doing what's right for them but I know better than to believe what people say and do. I just hope things get better.
Whether people realize it or not I do NEED that person in my life. That person was my twin on the outside but what counts is on the inside.
The inside we were like two opposites when it came to things.
I wish that person would just do what was needed so everything could be the way it used to be.
I have forgiven that person for the things and pain they have caused throughout my life
I'm just not ready to accept the horrible truth. They always say the truth hurts and boy were they not lying. It hurts badly especially when it's something about someone who you would least expect.
Things will get better as time goes on. I can only.pray that everything is the way Jesus wants it to be.
Maybe this was his way of telling me things turn out the way he wants it to be.
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