Saturday, July 12, 2014

summer crush

A summer crush never works out...


You meet this new person who lives far away and is just visiting some family or old friends. You wish you could do something about it but you can't. That person is always gonna have to go back to their home.


You knew nothing about the person until now and you wanna spend every minute of every second with them. But the downfall to that is that the person probably doesn't feel the same way.


But you know if you tell that person it's just gonna make things awkward. If a summer crush could only know how you felt about them without being like awkward or anything.

I wish it could be that way but my summer crush is taken. It's just that gut feeling that told me this. I only hope my summer crush would read this and know how I felt about them. But at the same time I wish they wouldn't because it would make things awkward.

As you get closer to your summer crush YOU realise they will be leaving sooner than you thought and it makes you sad.

With all of these feelings floating around you just wanna cry because 1) you know that summer crush will never be yours and 2) you might not even see that person again.

It's the thought of losing them that scares you. It's the thought that they don't feel the same way at all. You don't know if the crush will ever feel the same because.you barely know.them enough to come out and ask" hey do you like me?" That would make it even more awkward to start with.


But eventually that.American crush will grow or become smaller like an ant. If those feelings stay the as from when you first met that summer crush then maybe you should tell em. You will never know how they feel until you try.


You spend the nights thinking about your summer crush and wonder if they're doing the same doubting they actually are. That crush just... you can't explain anything about it because you're confused..


Summer crush is pulling you in but at the same time avoiding you at all costs. It's something new for you.

Instead of finding out the truth you just sit and assume and it crushes you. It crushes you so bad that you can't bear it. It's something you wish you would've never felt but you love it because that summer crush is always there in the back of your mind.

What happens when that crush leaves though. How are you gonna be able to see that cite face and wonderful smile and be able to hear that adorable.laugh when you guys are not near each other any more. Your summer crush you spent every summer night thinking about Will be just a lost memory.

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